Theres a party out there

And im alone here like i dont care

All the people laughing like they're in a circus

Im lonely but you dont have to fuss

I dont wana be out there

For the anxiety may wake up and fill the air

Up in the sky, the bonfire

Wont come to you but i'll glide

Is there a reason for all these tears

I got nothing but sittin beside me my childhood fears

I wont ever speak

For the one to speak to, is the person within me

Keep Changin my dresses for the mirror to tell

In this space am i the belle?

If im out there, wouldnt they notice

I havent got that poise

If im out there, wouldnt i be nervous

For which face to wear against their faces displaying, the side luxurious

If im out there, would i be invincible

Cause i actually really wana be invisible

If im out there, would they stare?

Shootin me with their eyes and bring me back down here

Thank you for making me this insecure

To me closing all the worlds doors

Thank you for judgin me this bad

Giving me just your words turning this face so sad

Thank you for makin me only see the negative side

And for showing me to hide

Thank you for doin all that you could

For making me realize how hideous i look

Thank you for being there all the time

You messed up my life